scarlettfever

I'm Scarlett. I don't know who I am. I kind of like it that way. This blog is for things that I like and things that I have to say. I hope you enjoy.

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How am I supposed to sleep now? I’m just as confused and frustrated if not more than I was before all of that. There’s no doubt in my mind that I care about you more than anything else. But I’m truly at a loss of what to do now. The beach trip is ruined (probably), our relationship has been ruined, and no one wants to really admit that there’s not much we can do. Honestly, what can be done? You’re going to keep working. I’m going to have to babysit odd hours. We don’t get to see each other anymore. We only act like friends. Actually we don’t even act like friends anymore. That time has past. All we do now is fight and hate each other for it. I can’t live in this frustrating hole of sadness and anger anymore. It’s not healthy. The thing that seems inevitable is the thing that neither you nor I want to accept and conclude on. It seems like the only solution and yet the one thing that shouldn’t ever be done. If that happens, we may and probably will be lost forever. We won’t realize it because enough time would pass. Time heals all wounds, you know. I just want to spend that time with you.